For a long time now, I've been trying to think of a video where I could just sit and record and talk and it's been hard because I wanted to make it relevant to my usual content. A massive motivation for me is to make what happened to me into something positive and if that means I have to tell the whole thing and use words I hate (abuse and rape), then I will. Please don't watch this if you think there's a risk that it'll trigger you and if you think you can cope and then struggle, please get support...
